If the thought of pain could scare one away...they choose to stay.
Why?
Why do humans though they know there shall be emotional baggage...still choose to stay and cause that much more havoc.
If the thought of causing a loved one pain, caused you pain...you should go. But you stay. And dig, and dig and dig your nails, hands, arms in. Until you are half in that person, and that doesn't just help your pain, no. It burns harder, higher, wilder. Coursing through you and into them.
Can't you see that?
Can't you take the spotlight off you, for a millisecond and let it shine on the other? No. You can't. Because you believe yourself to be so big, you believe yourself to be this god, who, shall never be worshiped. Not in this society full of vanity and faked persona's.
You don't have the strength to handle the truth, you would curl up and wither away to a nothing, which isn't that far off from you. As you are a nothing in today's society. You don't stand out. You don't cause a scene where you go. No one likes you like that.
The only thing your good at right now, is causing pain. And being the bringer of blood, guts & malformed abilities of love.
You fail.
Because they are stronger than that. They have a fall back plan. You will just be left to drift. We don't care about you...not all that much. You are a pusher of the worst kinds. You aren't white anymore...you are a multitude of disgust. Colour doesn't cover you anymore. The enjoyment has been sucked dry.
Leave now. Or forever be shunned by those you deemed your peers.
